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About Me Member Angsty Poet Jennifer Schmidt18/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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RelapseYour words really hurt me,  more than any slap or hit.  
I shouldn't have to do this,  put up with all your shit.  I thought I was getting better,  six months without a slice.  I can't deal with myself.  I just had to pay the price.  I'm sorry I'm such a burden,  that I'm the cause of your pain.  I know you deserve better,  I'll try not to hurt you again.  Insult after insult.  I sit there taking your abuse.  You're tearing me up on the inside.  Speaking to you is no use.  
You slam the door in my face,  
leaving me alone to cry.  It's times like this &n Relapse
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RiskI want so much to believe in you,  and put my doubts aside.  I want to forget about the past  
and everyone else that's lied.  You're not like everyone else,  
no one else has truly cared.  
Please try to understand  when I say I'm scared.  
You mean too much to me,  too much for me to walk away.  Sometimes I think I'm in too deep  because I talk to you everyday.  You know way too much about me,  
all my hopes, dreams and fears.  You know all of my past,  
my memories that have haunted me for years.  I am so scared right now,  terrified of getting hurt.   Risk
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Don't CryI don't want to see you sad  I don't want to see you cry.  I don't want to see you get angry,  or have to wonder why.  I know this must be hard for you,  
to have to see me go.  But remember I'm in a better place.  That's all you need to know.  
I had to leave that world one day,  I was in too much pain.  My suffering couldn't go on.  I had nothing to gain.  So as you are hearing this,  please don't shed a tear.  
I want you to be happy for me.  Because I am still with you here. Don't Cry
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Think of MeEveryday I feel so alone,  my emotions are so numb.  But I know that one day,  one day relief will come.  Soon one day I'll have to go,  and drift away into the night.  But don't be afraid for me  because I know this is right.  
So whe you see me laying there,  dressed in my best shirt,  please don't cry a tear for me,  when they lay me in the dirt.  I just want you to understand  that this must be done.  Just promise that you'll think of me  when you look at the setting sun. Think of Me
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Tue Jul 7, 2009, 4:41 PM
  • Mood: Eager
  • Reading: memoirs of a teenage amnesiac
okay well i have been writting in this journal for over a year now and my friend kayla convinced me to get a blog. so i wont be writing in this journal anymore. my blog will be at [link]


follow it? kthanx

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:iconzhouy:
~Zhouy May 7, 2009, 3:35:40 PM
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Hi jenny

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~jschmidt2009 May 7, 2009, 5:56:37 PM
ello :D

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surrender, surrender, but don't give yourself away.

~cheap trick
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~YamiKiri Mar 27, 2009, 2:35:22 PM
Thanks for the watch and the fave. It is greatly appreciated. =D

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PLUR!!
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~jschmidt2009 Mar 27, 2009, 2:42:44 PM
your poems are really good. waayyy better than mine will ever be. keep up the good work!

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surrender, surrender, but don't give yourself away.

~cheap trick
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~YamiKiri Mar 27, 2009, 2:57:09 PM
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My poems are craptastic.
But it is nice to know someone feels otherwise. :heart:

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PLUR!!
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~jschmidt2009 Mar 27, 2009, 3:14:13 PM
they are really good! look at mine and you'll see how much better yours are >.>

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surrender, surrender, but don't give yourself away.

~cheap trick
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~jschmidt2009 Mar 27, 2009, 12:51:01 PM
no prob!

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surrender, surrender, but don't give yourself away.

~cheap trick
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~sinclaire11 Mar 26, 2009, 2:42:40 PM
Hey, :iconcarmen527: is writing stuff. She needs characters though, and its free to anyone. If you are interested, then leave a comment on her journal.

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~~~1994 - Sep 03, 2009~~~

I love you more than myself. I would have given up the world for you. May you be forever at peace, darling.
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